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Drunk in Pamana City, Flordia WHAT???? [28 Jul 2006|11:35am] [ mood | drunk ] on my vaca to Flordia i did sumpin very very bad i guess you could say well not as bad as you think but bad scale to 1-10 i give it a 7 well b/c its sorta funnie too!! you just had to been there! any ways one nigth at flordia sam steph and i meet these guys and blah blah blah blah so on so on n/e ways that night jermey this one he had some liqure i d/k how to spell so just go on with it! this other kids name porky (nickname) catlyn brandon zack and chad.. steph sam and i.. haha well we all basically got drunk. but steph and catlyn zack and chad they didnt they was bein party poopers n/e ways sam was drinkin a lil bit she sorta got drunk i got WAY drunker than she did.. but jermey got tha drunkes i should say..lol well we all was walkin on tha beach and omg i saw this guy he was just layin there on tha beach lookd like he was DEAD ook DEAD and i went over and basically fell and said HEY aare you ok.. and he POPED up and said yeah i fine.. haha well after talkin to him we had to go back up to tha room right.. well i had to piss ver very badly and i did i went to tha potty room and i tried and tried to get my pants undu so i could piss every time i try to undu em my head kept bangin aginst the potty door and after the 10th time it started to hurt.. so there for we went back up to tha room made it to tha overlook i guess.. and sam was talkin to hensin and i was like bein as quite as i can sayin sam let me talk to hensin but she never would and i called josh but it took me like 10 times to dail his number sheww took forever talkd to him for a lil while..then we all decided to go to bed... uhh maybe like 10 mins i layed down.. I GOT THA FUCKIN HECUPS and bet it all my moms b/f was gonna smell me to see if ive been drankin but my sister steph took up for me.. then i say about an hour later i had to let some voment roll out my mouth.. and i did but you know tha most funniest thing is my mom was poopin and i vomented all over her and then tha floor and then tha zink!! =)) mom yells at me and says WAT ARE YOU DOIN!! i feel sick i said its those poptarts i ate this morin.. and then i changed my story to mexican food which i did voment mexican... then mom says Tiff your steppin in your voment.. and i looked down and i said ewwh i am hahaha... and then mom laughed at me and said i was grounded... and then when i got home i got to go swimmin and go out on weekends and have fun but i really cant go n/e where during the week tho which sucks... but yeah.. that was the coolest part of my vaca lol!! 4.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

[16 Jun 2006|10:09pm] hey everyone!! i have myspace add me!! myspace.com/holli_b_2 ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

Constantly giving into these moments that bring me down, just bring me close enough to stay around.. [23 May 2006|03:18pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Bossy..Keils ] This time I thought things were real, You said they were, What happened? You were a priority, Was I an option? I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone. Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled. Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart, I'm just sorry that it wasn't enough i want to know how i could have fallen in love with you soo much when you were falling out of it, and why i still feel so much for you, when you just want to have fun and hang out with your friends. and for me, that would mean enjoying you to the fullest, and it just doesn't mean the same for you. how does that happen? -- Havent updated in a while..heres a few quote thingys! xoxo im gone/ Tiffany <3 3.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

[15 Apr 2006|10:53am] [ mood | 1 week till Prom ] Today makes 1 week untill Prom ANGIE sweetheart im major excited as well, i cant wait to fell not myself lol... well i got this song from Jalisa's Lj and i read it and its really sweet.. but well you just got to read it, its different than most songs there is.. i love you Jalisa** Rascal Flatts "I Feel Bad" I should be out in that driveway stopping you Tears should be rolling down my cheek And I don't know why I'm not falling apart Like I usually do And how the thought of losing you's not killing me I feel bad That I can stand here strong Cold as stone, Seems so wrong I can't explain it Maybe it's just I've cried so much I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it I feel bad that I don't feel bad I can let myself be angry over wasted time And sad about you throwing love away Yeah I almost wish my heart was breaking But I cant lie All I want to do is turn the page I feel Bad That I don't feel bitter, alone I just feel its time, its time to move on I just gotta move on and on and on 6.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

13 DAYS [10 Apr 2006|07:59pm] [ mood | bored ] there is now 13 more days till prom.. and I CANT WAIT.. im so excited, b/c im one of those types of girls that likes to dress up ever now and then and this is BIG TIME dress up... more less like a barbie doll.. all except for the barbie doll thing you i dont have the looks or tha body like a barbie doll lol every one isnt perfect.. RIGHT!! easter is this sunday.. i guess im sorta sum wat excited about that lol.. more excited for school to get out early on thursady tho!! b/f it does i need to make up time for mrs. scorell or sumpin like that (art teacher) and some for mrs sykes more than likely... and here some things i need to do, things i want MOST IMPORTANT >>>> get my licens 2. lay in that tanning bed 3. lose weight << i dont want to be fatt!! ehh 4. pay on my prom dress 5. go shopping 6. go to bath and body works for lotion 7. go to victoria secert for (use your imagination) lol 8. get laid AGAIN << its good i sware 9. do make up time 10. get better grades 11. i want a tattoo 12. i want my tounge periced 13. i want to fix my car up, make it look HOTT 14. get in shape 15. (QUIT SMOKING) 16. Stay out of trouble 17. dont get caught 18. need and want a job 19. need money << to spend 20. want a big ass truck to go 4-wheelerin in 21. want a dirt bike.. (kx125)/(250 22. i want to do more things 23. get out of tha house 24. tell Josh I LOVE HIM (AGAIN) for the 2793743957495704th time today 25. need to brush my teeth again 26. take a shower/bath 27. get drunk 28. hate budlight 29. i need to be more outgoing/fun >>>I THINK 30. need more friends << really 31. i want to weigh 135 32. i want some bigger and better boobs 33. i want volleyball and basketball season to hurry and come back around 34. need to go stay with my step dad (bad) 35. want to go to cars shows this summer 36. i want 2 kids (future) 37. summer needs to get here.. like NOW 38. need to go swimmin 39. need to look good for summer 40. need to do sit ups 41. pus exercise's << it works ask Josh 42. clean house a lil bit 43. need to fix my scrap book 44. start to tell my mom wats goin on with me also Josh 45. i dont like eatin candy (n/e more) but i did just 2 seconds ago 46. i dont like autobody n/e more it bores me 47. take cosmetology 48. make money 49. spend money 50. bigger room 14.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

17 DAYS [05 Apr 2006|09:49pm] [ mood | loved ] haha well you guys are proble wonderin my title for this is 17 days.. well in art class today Aaron Sutherland and Keith Barton was talkin about havein no sex for 17 days (no blowjobs, handjobs, jakin, kissin, anything in tha book) lol well Aaron made Keith shake on it but he really didnt want to do it.. lol but its 17 days befor Prom.. so Aaron and Keith shoke on it, and they tried to get Josh too but hell no i stepped in and said you guys have to wait till monday... there like no we already shooke on it.. and i said i wont some this weekend and you guys have to wait till monday.. but Josh didnt end up doin it.. but Cody Edwards did tho lol he was in there and he shook on it lol.. and like at the end of class Josh was layin up against the pianio and i was layin up against his peter and Josh was sorta dry humping me while Keith and Aaron was around, and Keith was about to hump Cody Edwards lol it was crazy, Josh was grabin my boobs and twat.. i did sorta did get horn'd up lol (horney) and Lijah told me to grabe Josh's dick and i did twice and like Aaron grade it too he said he had a hand full.. omg that was haliours lol and Cody E touched his balls.. and Josh like OMG guys lol i sorta have a semi (NOT FROM THEM GRABIN HIM its from ME) lol hes not gay i promise you that.. i fuck em enough to know lol haha well you guys get the hole idea about the 17 days thing and if you guys like either Aaron Keith or Cody tease em a lil.. lol get em all worked up.. haha it will be so funnie b/c they cant do n/e thing UNTILL 17 DAYS Tiffany* Tiffany .n. Josh 4.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

MOTORCROSS F-IN RULES lol// goin to I 81 [16 Mar 2006|09:41pm] [ mood | excited ] well guys this weekend im goin out to I 81 with my cousin Nathan Oquinn to watch him race and look at tha hot guys in that racin suits omg!! i really would love to race and do all of that stuff but mom wont get me a f-in dirtbike.. sheww gosh i could buy my cousins 125 but NO mom wont let me... n/e ways i just thought i would tell you guys im goin out there and if you guys want i will have my cell phone with me and you can give me a call my number is >>> 1-276-218-0724 so give me a call love you guys muah Tiffany* 7.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

yesterday was horrible//lastnite was great =/ [11 Mar 2006|11:41am] [ mood | scared ] [ music | lips of an angle ] well yesterday.. Josh and i was talkin and wat not and he was prefuring to take time apart.. and it broke my heart.. but you know i was thinkin tha same thing all this week so i told him i think we should too!! well we cant get madd at each other for doin other things b/c were takin time apart josh told me he's goin to go off and do his thing and i can go off to do mine.. i look'd at em and i told him i cant i cant do that!! he asked why i just said i just cant.. (the reason behind that is.. i have really really strong feelins for him STILL) i was sadd when we decided to take time apart i did cry! (when dont i cry huh) well when i came home i came up my cousin nathans.. we had to go to his cousin brandons house b/c it was his birthday had a great time actually we played hind and seek with a bunch of lil kids lol it was great lol i got my exersize in lol, and Nathan caught my hair on fire i mean really caught my hair on fire flaming lol it stunk horrible lol owell.. well we lefted sumpin till 9 or lil after 9. Then nate asked his mom and dad to go bowlin they said yes.. We got over to tha bowlin alley then shell and brenla was already there. it was nate sammy and i.. i saw a couple of my friends from grundy i miss them so much (not tha school tho) just my friends.. well i was talkin to steph and jessica and big dawg just some old friends i miss =(( mmmhwell.. n/e ways i was talkin to steph then OMG!! Josh lyall and justin m came.. my heart just droped b/c steph wanted me to talk to this one guy and i was goin to nuttin like that b/c i didnt know him i was just gonnna talk no callin or datin just talk.. well when i saw JOSH i could like i said my heart dropped and i told steph wat was goin on and every thing and i told her i couldnt talk to that one dude.. b/c i have VERY VERY VERY STRONG FEELINS for JOSH still.. well n/e ways i came over there where they all were and i just sat there for a while.. didnt really do n/e thing then lyall talked to me for a lil bit.. told me to cheer up =) fake it out.. be happy for everyone else.. but then i wanted to bowl i wanted to bowl really bad.. and i did i bowl'd i got a strike or 2 dont really member... josh and i chit chatted a lil bit.. not to much.. i just wanted to tell him i wanted him back lastnite b/c i miss him so much already all so soon.. i mean all the memories that we shared and every lil secret!! omg valentines day the best day ever i have had... everything i miss him.. i just want him back.. but we argued to much over lil things.. but you know everyone makes more than 1 mistake in a life time =( i think i made one to many.. it just seems like i cant make tha relationship right it makes me feel like i really tried hard but DEEP DOWN I REALLY DIDNT.. i bitched to much.. but thats b/c he was the best i have ever had EVER EVER HAD.. but other than that i had a great time... and a time i wanted to have fun*-... loves 10.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

methods of love// LOVE IT LOL [05 Mar 2006|08:09pm] [ mood | ;) lovin you baby ] methods of Love.... - Kiss on the ear-----"I'm horny." - Kiss on the cheek----"We're friends." - Kiss on the hand-----"I adore you." - Kiss on the neck------"We belong together." - Kiss on the shoulder-----"I want you" - Kiss on the lips-----"I love you." or "I want you." - Holding hands-----"We can learn to love each other." - A wink-----"Let's get it on." - Slap on the butt----"That's mine." - Playing with the ear----"I can't live without you." - Holding on tight----"Don't let go." - Looking into each other's eyes-----"Let's get romantic." - Pulling hair on head----"Tell me you love me." - Arms around the waist---"I love you too much to let go." today i cleaned my car.. sheww it was so boring lol.. but looks so much better i finially have my drivers ed book finished now i can take me exam and drive and get my licens HELL YES i cant wait.. now i dont have to bum rides home off Josh or aske Josh to come and get me lol i say it gets old for him.. and how gas is sheww i feel sorry for the boi but JUST GOT TO LOVE EM... im so excited to get my licens =).. now i can do stuff on weekends instead of stayin at tha house.. and acutally im gonna try to find a job b/c i hate stayin at the freakin house all the time lol... but thats why i have Josh i can go up his house when im bored.. or take him somewhere.. we can go shoppin together lol.. welp guys im out moms gonna stragthen my hair tiffy .n. joshy 1.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

bored// [03 Mar 2006|04:45pm] [ mood | bored ] well guys its about time for a update dont ya think.. haha well i think so n/e ways this week has been good some wat you could say.. wed. i got madd punched a window out cut my arm had to go to the hospitial (DURING SCHOOL) yeah i know stupid but i get pissed alot and i tend to punch things thats just how i am.. and everyone thinks the reson why i got madd was over Josh.. really it wasnt i was actually pissed at myself b/c i didnt tell him sumpin when i now know that i should have.. i have 14 stitches in my arm!! WOW i counted 12 lol mom fount tha other 2 that was hidden lol sheww this morin was wild i drove my car to school well actually mom took me but i drove.. i NEEDED SLEEP.. went to vocy borin as hell i cleaned that supply room a lil LOOK ALOT BETTER.. went back to school saw Joshy << mhai babie i love him to death.. gawwh hes the best thing i have well EVER LOL were doin great.. i dont know if were gonna do n/e thing this weekend cause he has to work and his cousin alex is stayin tha weekend i believe and so therefore he needs to spend time with him alex loves him to death.. but i really dont think i will be doin n/e thing this weekend wat so ever not unless i go to my step dads and ill proble talk them in to goin shoppin.. and ill proble go pay some on my prom dress.. ;) but i would love to see JOsh this weekend but i know he has stuff to do his mom is talkin about movin =( tear makes me sadd b/c i dont know how im gonna be able to see him and everything you know.. makes me want to cry like ALOT... and then i heard him talkin about goin to tha army =(( that really makes me more sadd b/c i really want to be with him forever and ever.. b/c he is so special to me that i dont think n/e one knows.. we have alot of things in common.. i need him he needs me.. well we need each other lol.. but guys im gonna quit talkin about that b/c it really does make me sadd.. Tiffy .n. Joshy i love you baby muah-* 6.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

7 months today YAY/// [25 Feb 2006|08:24pm] [ mood | crappy ] today makes Josh and I 7 f-in MONTHS and im so happy that were together i mean i love the BOY TO DEATH but today was good all except that i havent talked to josh n/e today and ive been bored and sheww i havent even saw joshy pooh sense thursday ;( tear* but n/e ways 7 months guys 7 GREAT WONDERFUL MONTHS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY YOU HAVE NO IDEA TIFFY HOLLI LOVES JOSHY ANDERW ALWAYS<3 2.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

CONCERT WAS GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [24 Feb 2006|08:34pm] [ mood | happy ] well the day started out shity!! sheww i got bitched at and everything and Joshy didnt have n/e sleep and he was kinda bitchy lol.. but n/e ways i went up Joshy and waited on his dad to get back with the pathfinder during that time Josh and I went to sleep on his bed all cuddle up and everything warm and snuggling durling and everything haha well i was comfortable i dont know about him well we sleep till 3 sumpin to 5 sumpin and we had to leave AT 5 mom called up there and everything and i didnit know i was sleepin.. i called back no answer called her cell phone no answer called marty talked to him about 3 mins.. then mom called back wonderin where we were and Josh talked to her and told her, and josh gave me tha phone and she still bitched me out.. and like we had to meet her down at the funeral home ewwh =/ but n/e ways we meet her we got to the YMCA down pikeville Joshy and i played basketball while the girls played volleyball OH YEA Stephanie and Samantha there my step sisters... well we were waitin on them to get done play volleyball... and steph and sma's b/f was there also neely and jordan.. after they were finished with volleyball Joshy and I followed marty and mom down to pikeville to the concert and sheww let me tell you guys we took forever to find a parkin spot gosh... long damn walk too.. and let me also tell you guyS JOSH AND I WERE F-IN LOST WE WALKED THA BULDING I BET LIKE 5 TIMES SO BASICALLY 2 MILES... we could not find our seats wat so ever and our seat number was E 9 E 10 223 3rd fl and we never could find our seats so me and josh went to a seat and sat our asses down b/c we were tired of huntin.. lol... and then like marty saw and came and got us AND OOOOHH MY GOD LET WE WHERE ON THE FUCKIN FLOOR SITTIN IN SEATS AND SAM NEELY STEPH JORDAN JOSH ME.. MARTYS FRIENDS MOM AND MARTY.. we all were like atleast 3-5 foot away from him.. and i was so F-IN AMAZED i wish i took pictures tho but all i have is a ticket well i sorta lost it my moms ticket and a t-shirt ummh well.. but the concert was great i loved it Josh loved it also.. all the expressions on his face haha YEAH HE LOVED IT.. KID ROCK HAD DANCERS KID ROCK OMG.. KID ROCK is like my new fav.. band lol.. he is so awsome.. he's old school country everything.. it was awsome... sheww i would love to see him again =)) Well when tha concert was over me and josh went and ate well we to a store to get snacks cause tha other stores were closed =(( we got gas uhhh he went slow week week... well i just it this way i didnt get home till 1 and the concert was over at 10-45.. but all tha eatin and stoppin and traffic.. hell it took forever.. and i did get some that nite it was great... and tha positions we did WOW"" HAHA WOOOOOOOOOOOOWWW AND THIS ONE IT WAS WEIRD BUT I LOVEED IT.. and you guys i didnt take pictures this time.. SORRY haha well that was sorta my nite and everthing im out tomarrow makes me and Josh 7 months =)) i'm so in love with him.. im lovein it ;) Tiffy .n. Joshy <<< I love you baby muah 2.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

BEST VALENTINES DAY EVER!!! thank you baby for makein tha day SO SOOO SPECIAL FOR ME I WUV YOU!! [16 Feb 2006|11:19pm] [ mood | happy ] well guys happy late valentines day well my valentines day went Great i was with josh and everything we took pics at my house I LOVED IT... we spent forever here at tha house waitin on my mom and everything haha.. we almost did it lol but mom came home >> DAMIT LOL omg Josh wrote me a letter a REAL ACTUAL LETTER THA KIND YOU READ it was SSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SWEET i cried.. and after i read it i just sat there and had tears all in my eyes then i got up and hugged em and everything i love him so much lol hes so good to me NOW haha But later on that nite we went up his house i love goin up there i love his family.. around 6-30 he had a surprize for me and i wanted to know wat it was i was about to die lol.. and he took me out to eat out of all things he took me out i was so excited i mean guys come on.. but n/e ways he took me out to eat we even took pictures down there I LOVED IT and i got to bring flowers home lol... and after we ate and everything WE HAD SOME HARD FUCKIN GOIN ON none stop for like an hour.. damn i loved it.. turns me on to think about it.. and i was sooo sore i could barley sit down.. and josh was too lol well hes weewee was lol... but im gone love you guys muah 5.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

i want you to want me i need you to need me i love you to love me!!! best song ever<3 [13 Feb 2006|10:53pm] [ mood | happy ] well guys i havent updated in a while... so i figuard i would me and josh got back together friday... my heart droped when he told me what he did... my mouth dropped of what he told me also.. i was so excited that i dont know i was just excited.. i love em to death.. i love em with all my heart PLUS MORE!! HAHA really well today waS pretty boring.. josh was gonna come and get me but mom was bitchin and sayin a bunch of bullshit.. pissed me off pretty bad.. but instead me and her went to norton.. I HAD TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE BECAUSE I STAY HERE 24/7 PRACTIALLY but we went to the glass slipper (prom dresses) they were really pretty.. and you guys will never guess i got my prom dress.. it is really pretty i love it.. i would do it if i could.. i would make it my b/f LOL jokin but i do like it alot and the ppl that saw me in it seemed to like it too.. its like a lavender with some beads on it.. very gergours i cant wait to wear it.. gosh.. but message me and ill send a pic to you of it but yea tomarro is Valentines Day cant wait im excited for that day too lol... but guys im out im gonna be bored for a while -*..Tiffy..n..Joshy..*- .6.Months.19.Days. <<< I LOVE YOU BABY MUAH...* 1.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

this is how i feel right now!! [06 Feb 2006|07:36pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | miranda lambert// GreyHOund Bound for nowhere!! ] -* Rain on the window makes me lonely and time keeps on passing so slowly the old man sittin next to me is fallin asleep on a GreyHound BOund for Nowhere the sun's going down on my misery another day gone by with broken dreams that cell phone i hear ringing i keep wishing it was you On A GreyHound Bound for Nowhere -*And that ring that you were wearing dont mean everything and the way you stood staring as you watched me roll away She loves you and you need me, and theres some things we cant share im on a GreyHOund Bound for Nowhere bright lights of a city shining up ahead my hearts analyzing every word you said did you take me for a fool or did you really care im On a GreyHound Bound for Nowhere -*Im gonna find someplace i cac ease my mind and try to heal my wounded pride rain on the window and im still lonely time keeps on passing so slowly you're with her and im alone and you're wishing i was there im on a GreyHOund Bound for Nowhere we're all on a GreyHound bound for nowhere ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

[05 Feb 2006|12:36pm] [ mood | depressed ] . About You . . * Eye Color: gold brown and green tex Hair Color: dark blonde,high lights Height: 5'5 Favorite Color: Red Screen Name: soft_sexy Favorite Band: Green Day Favorite Movie: The Notebook!! best movie ever.. oh and Friday night lights Favorite Show: dont have one Your Car: 2002 mustang Your Hometown: HAYSI, VA. Your Present Town: HAYSI VA. Your Crushes First Name: Josh Andrew Wallace ;)) of course Your Grade: 10th Your Style: i dont care.. more country tho!! * . . Have You Ever . . * Sat on your rooftop? Not yet... Kissed someone in the rain? Yess i loved it Danced in a public place? yea some wat lol Smiled for no reason? All the time. Laughed so hard you cried? no im not that bad. Peed your pants after age 8? No... Written a song? nope.. Sang to someone for no reason? Yess Performed on a stage? Yess so embarressed Talked to someone you don't know? Yess Gone out of your way to befriend someone? nope.. Made out in a theatre? Yess Gone roller skating since 8th grade? nope Been in love? YES AND STILL AM!!! * . . Who was the last person to . . * Say HI to you? dont remeber Tell you, I love you? JOsh Kiss you? JOsh Tell you BYE? dont know Write you a note? Josh Take your photo? me! Call your cell phone? granny =// lol Buy you something? My self Go with you to the movies? Laurabeth, Sarah her date?? Sing to you? Josh Write a poem about you? Don't know. Text message you? no one Touch you? mom * . . What's the last . . * Time you laughed? this morin Time you cried? this mornin. Movie you watched? when a stranger call Joke you told? Dunno. Song you've sang? honkey tonk buadonkadonk Time you've looked at the clock? Just then. Drink you've had? coke Number you've dialed? my house Book you've read? uhhh i dont really read Food you've eaten? waffles Flavor of gum chewed? juicy friut Shoes you've worn? my echo bay love em Store you've been in? dont know that name. Thing you've said? i love you. * . . Can You . . * Write with both hands? kinda Whistle? sorta Blow a bubble? Yes Roll your tounge in a circle? Yes Cross your eyes? Yes Touch your tounge to your nose? barley ;) Dance? Yes Gleek? What is that?? Stay up a whole night without sleep? no i usually cry my self to sleep Speak a different language? Nope. Impersonate someone? Yess Prank call people? no Make a card pyramid? Nope. Cook anything? not lately. * . . Finish The Line . . * If i were a ... model.. i dont know. I wish ... I could have back someone i really love (josh) and that we were so perfect and that no one could mess up our relationship. and that everyone keep there mouth shut. I JUST WISH TO HAVE HIM BACK.. I MISS HIM tear** =(( So many people don't know that ... how depressed i am, with out HIM =(( I am ... lonley.. bored and tired My heart is ... crushed, sadd, not happy n/e more, alone, scared, afaird, my heart says ....>-*I NEED YOU HERE WITH ME, I WANT YOU BY MY SIDE, I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING IN ME AND NEVER WOULD HURT YOU AGAIN*- I PROMISE!!! ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

Tiffany" I TOLD YOU IT WAS THE CAT.....!!! [05 Feb 2006|12:07pm] [ mood | okay ] last nite LauraBeth, Sarah, her date?? and I.. we all went to tha movies.. we watched when a stranger calls but let me tell you want me and laurabeth were scared shitless.. lol this is the frist real time i have ever been scared of a movie.. and like me and laura was laughin that hole time really.. and like laura kept on sayin bit em bit em bit his fuckin hand off lol.. and like we were so loud lol.. and this girl in tha movie she had a thaing that you poke fire with?? i dunno n/e ways it has a pointy end and like half way in tha middle of it. it has a thingy that curles n/e who laura said i would ram it up his ass.. and i was like it would pull his intestents out lol.. omg there was sumpin that was really funnie but i really cant remember.. oh yea at the end of the movie tho.. this cat popped out of no where and laura yelled TIFFANY I TOLD YOU IT WAS THA CAT and like everyone was quit n/e ways lol.. and laura and i was wonderin how many ppl would have like to knocked our heads off lol... b/c we were the only ppl that was really loud.. but seriously... one point in time in that movie.. omg i was so scared.. i almost cried LOL.. no joke and thats the frist time i actually i just about did that =(( lol.. it scared me really bad... and that bad part is... i didnt have n/e one to hugg up to when i was scared =(( lol well laura but shes a girl lol j/p i love her and sarah to death.. but i had a great time with them.. well actually i had the best time ever considerin this week was all hell for me.. but tha last 2 weeks JOsh and i were together.. omg guys you have no idea.. how happy and how great he was to me and how i was to him.. i mean we were doin good he was showin me he wanted me.. he was showin me he loved me.. he was there when i wanted him to be.. he took me to pizza hut to eat.. he took me to wal-mart.. He was bein so good to me.. really good to me more than he has ever been to me.. and i was doin tha same for him.. i was.. i was hopin that nuttin would mess up.. everything goin great.. but someone fucked it up for me.. i really do apperciate ever bit of it.. ...>> *-I HATE YOU-* <<..... *.i need you. .i want you. .i lov3 you.* >> ..-*let's be togehter 2.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

[01 Feb 2006|01:26am] [ mood | depressed ] why does ppl go off and start rumors on someone that they dont even know, a rumor that isnt true at all?? why would they want to fuck up someones relationship that WAS ONCE UPON TIME PERFECT!!! why would they want to screw someone over b/c they must not like the persons g/f what did i ever do to you?? oh and this rumor that was said.. i was writin some other fucker letters up at vocy, and still with Josh.. and i swore on the bible and i still sware on the bible and on my dads grave.. and everything i have and own that i havent wrote n/e guys n/e letters.. but wat hurts me tha most where he believes a FUCKIN GAWDDAMN RUMOR OVER ME!! he told me that he isnt takin me back, that im not part of his life n/e more, he called me a whore, he basically called me liar, and that he doesnt want n/e thing else to do with me?? and he told me that i havent tried to make this relationship work!! i admit i didnt bother to talk to him today b/c over wat happened lastnight.. TO TELL YOU THA TRUTH I WAS SO AFRAID OF TALKIN TO HIM TODAY.. I WAS SCARED TOO!! b/c i didnt want to make him more pissed at me than he alreday was... i also told him that ^ and he said he wasnt madd at me for not talkin to him just pissed b/c of the rumor.. THAT FUCKIN GAWDDAMN RUMOR someone WENT AND FUCKIN STARTED!!! what did i do to deserve all of this!! i must of did sumpin and watever it was my appoligzes are all to you!!! 16.i.wuv.u.♥ ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

[25 Jan 2006|08:33pm] [ mood | crazy ] ONE LAST THING J-O-S-H I-S A >>>> W-A-N-E-R!! EVERYONE CALL JOSH A WANER B/C HE CALLS ME A LOSER<< ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

6 MONTHS TODAY YAY// *-Josh's WaNER-* =)) [25 Jan 2006|08:20pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | random ] well today went alright not as good as i wanted it to =// long story no time to explain but all i can say i had like 2 ppl madd at me!! And i just tell you guys NOW I HATE N/E BODY BEIN MADD AT ME, I GET SO EMONTIONALLY THAT IT ANT FUNNIE I CRY.. AND I FEEL AWFUL and the things i do i dont mean to do them but some ppl take stuff to heart and i understand that completely but i cant stand n/e one being madd at me!! =(( tear* A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y 1. Do you like anyone? No, not like (love) 2. Do they know it? Yes. 3. Do they go to your school? Yep 4. Do they have myspace? Nope. A R E . Y O U 1. Simple or Complicated? BOTH if that counts =/ I N . T H E . L A S T . M O N T H . H A V E . Y O U 1. Had sex: YES 2. Bought something: yep 3. Gotten sick? nope 4. Been hugged: Yes. 5. Felt stupid: Yes. 6. Been kissed? Yes. alot 8. Talked to an ex? nope 9. Missed someone: Yes 11. Gotten high: Nope 12. Danced crazy: Yes. 13. Gotten your hair cut: nope 14. Watched cartoons: no not really 15. Lied: no/ wait i dont know i dont think so... to mom yea lol U N I Q U E 1. Nervous habits: when I get nervous i cant stay still.. feel sickly =/ 2. are you double jointed?: yea kinda 3. Can you roll your tongue?: Nope i cant even try 4. Can you raise one eyebrow? yea 5. Can you cross your eyes? Yea. 7. Do you think you are unique? why shore!! =)) H A V E . Y O U . E V E R 1. Said "I Love you" and meant it?: ummh YES!! AND STILL DO ALL THE WAY =)) I LOVE YOU JOSH ANDREW WALLACE 2. Given money to a homeless person? No M A N N E R S 1. Do you swear?: Yeah 2. Do you ever spit?: Yes. 3. You cook your own food? SORTA IF A TOSTER OVEN COUNTS…. 4. You do your own chores? SOMETIMES MOSTLY LAZY. 5. Did you get laid today? NO but this weekend proble 6. You like beef jerky? hell yes 7. You like pepsi or coke?: both 9. You're happy with your hair? ever now and then 10. You own a dog? Yeah 11. You spend your money wisely?: Not really but i tend to try 12. You're always making new friends? Yes. 13. You like to swim? Yes. L-o-v-e It! 14. When you get bored do you call a friend? not really i sleep or lay around. 15. Are you patient? HELL NO!! D O . Y O U . P R E F E R 1. Flowers or chocolates?: Flowers =) 2. Gray or black?: Black. 3. Color or black/white photos? i love black/white but color is great too 4. Lust or love?: LOVE 5. Sunrise or sunset?: Sunset. 6. M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms 7. Rap or rock? Both 8. Staying up late or waking up early? DOESNT MATTER. 9. being hot or cold?: Hott 10. Winter or Fall?: Fall 11. left or right: Right 12. having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends? 2 Best-Friends. 13. rain or snow?: Snow 14. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: Vanilla/ I HATE CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM IT GROSES ME OUT EWWH!! ..Let's make it a Life Time..♥

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